Wednesday, July 27, 2005

toronto the good (for nothing bastards)

Shootings leave Toronto bloody

Mayor blames lax U.S. gun laws after day of gunplay

The National Post

Wednesday July 27, 2005

By Nicholas Kohler; with files from James Cowan (CanWest News Service)

TORONTO - The city has exploded in gun violence, with seven separate shootings within 24 hours prompting the police chief to maintain the city is safe and the Mayor to insist something must be done.

Despite Statistics Canada numbers released last week suggesting the city is among the safest in the country, the shootings started at 10 p.m. on Monday.

Within two hours, six men collapsed from bullet wounds -- at least two of them with serious injuries.

The gunplay bled into yesterday when a 31-year-old Mississauga man died after an apparent execution-style shooting at Square One shopping centre, purportedly Ontario's largest.

It was noon when the gunman, whom investigators continue to hunt, walked up to a parked beige SUV and fired a number of shots at a man in the driver's seat.

Local news reports compared the city to the "Wild West" and sprayed television screens with bloody images of wounded men undergoing surgery in inner-city hospitals and of the bullet-riddled SUV.

"Overall, crime is down in Toronto, confirmed by last week's national crime figures. That is very encouraging news," Toronto Police Chief Bill Blair said in a statement yesterday.

"The number of gun calls in Toronto is stable," he added, "but I have been concerned for some time at the willingness of small numbers of young men to engage in gunplay in heavily populated areas."

Mayor David Miller told reporters he was "very concerned" about the shootings, adding, "The fact that our crime rates are dropping isn't enough."

The Mayor blamed lax gun laws in the United States for some of Toronto's violence, saying half the firearms in the city originated in America.

"It really is time to establish an effective strategy, working with the United States, to stop the easy access for guns that people are going to bring to Canada," Mr. Miller said.

"It's a huge problem and it's just not acceptable."

Beyond the Mississauga shooting, the gunplay enveloped five different Toronto Police Service divisions stretching from Etobicoke in the west to Scarborough in the east, with downtown gunfire near Chinatown and Regent Park.

And yet, to Toronto residents, the violence has become strangely familiar.

The city has been rocked in past months by apparently random gunfire, with passersby hit in shootings near the Yorkdale Shopping Centre, across from the Eaton Centre, and a mother of four shot in a north-end club.

Some blamed the violence on the city's inability to provide opportunities for young minorities in a city that's become hyper-sensitive to issues of police racial profiling.

"It's a social phenomenon and we've just refused to be serious about it," said John Sewell, a former Toronto mayor, who is with the Toronto Police Accountability Coalition, a police watchdog. "I think if it was happening in the white community, we'd be marching in there, trying to say, 'What do we do to stop all this happening so that kids aren't interested in guns and feel that they're part of the society.' "

But Hamlin Grange, a Toronto Police Services Board member, refused to pick out a pattern in the guns flare-up. "These are separate and unrelated incidents," he said.

While Toronto police maintain Monday night's shootings are unrelated, at least two appear to be echoes of past violence: A 30-year-old man shot at 10 p.m. in north Toronto took a bullet mere metres from where a 21-year-old man was shot the previous night, on Sunday, reportedly during a vigil for two area residents killed four years ago.

Acting Staff Sergeant Richard Rogers said police had not determined a link between the two shootings. The 30-year-old victim was released from hospital yesterday.

Meanwhile, a 19-year-old man shot in Scarborough was wanted by police in a May 8 shooting, Chief Blair said in a statement.

The 19-year-old, listed in stable condition last night, now faces charges, including assault with a weapon.

Chief Blair called the shootings "retaliatory in nature," perhaps to soothe the nerves of Toronto residents who may fear random gunplay could put them in harm's way.

He also lamented how unco-operative some victims in the shootings remained yesterday. Sources said more than half either could not, due to their injuries, or would not aid detectives.

Chief Blair noted the Statistics Canada numbers show the rate of crime in decline in the city. Only Montreal was deemed safer than Toronto, while Canadians have a better chance of getting shot in Regina, which has the country's highest homicide rate, than here.

A 26-year-old man shot twice outside an Etobicoke restaurant was also released from hospital yesterday.

A 27-year-old man wounded in an apparent failed robbery on Weston Road just south of Finch Avenue West was in stable condition. His 37-year-old companion, who was also wounded, was released from treatment.

A 28-year-old man shot at Church and Dundas streets remained in hospital in stable condition.

Monday, July 25, 2005

well, maybe not chet baker


Rage against the machine
Glebe show redefines what it is to be 'punk'

The Ottawa Citizen

Monday, July 25, 2005

By Peter Simpson

Weldon Poapst methodically pours five creamers into his coffee, waits patiently for the waitress to come near and then politely asks "for a sugar -- or two." He's not a man to rush into things.

"I've been doing art all my life, and I waited until I was 46 to put a show on," he says.

A lot of people believe it was worth the wait.

Thirty eight pieces were sold at the opening of Poapst's new show at Artguise in the Glebe. "The crowd loved it, so I was happy. I was king for a night."

Not that anything so crass as sales brought him to the Bank Street gallery, or to a late-afternoon interview in a nearby pub. Poapst is swirling in the vortex of introspection that is the mid-40s, where many men discover a need for something new. Poapst was on the tail-end of two decades of computer-based animation and web work, and he decided he needed to create that something new with his own hands.

"Computers are useful tools, but after a while you sort of rage against the machine. I'm sick of having beautiful drawings behind the glass, where you can't touch them, and they're just fake. I just needed to touch a drawing. That's why I was drawn to the silk screen. I just needed to touch and choose the paper it goes on. It was a very physical release. I wanted to slap a piece of paper down and draw ink, get into the craft of the art. Because sitting there with Photoshop, anybody can click and shift and whatnot."

The show, Dead Roots, includes 20 silk screens, in editions of 10, of Poapst's musical heroes. It's a gallery of punks -- though most of the individuals Poapst chose after whittling a list of 50 candidates down to 20 aren't of the punk genre. There are a few official punks: Joe Strummer is cast in pink, with the mohawk cut he adopted after watching Robert Deniro in Taxi Driver; Plasmatics' singer Wendy O. Williams glares menacingly, like a wildcat about to leap from the paper; Joey Ramone broods and Johnny Thunders lives on. Otherwise, the subjects in the show preceded punk, people like Hank Williams Sr., Johnny Cash, Woody Guthrie, LaVern Baker and the jazz giants Davis and Coltrane, to name a few.

To Poapst, they're all punks.

"When punk rock happened I realized that Johnny Cash was punk. Woody Guthrie, who had 'This machine kills fascists' written on his guitar and sang about non-unionized workers in the Dustbowl, was punk. Sammy Davis Jr., a one-eyed black Jew stuck with those guys, was a punk. Even the traditional guys, like Louis Jordan, who was too rock 'n' roll for the jazz crowd and too jazz for the rock 'n' roll crowd. So everyone in the show, although not traditionally a punk rocker, they have that sort of working-class-hero ethic."

Everybody?

"Well, maybe not Chet Baker. He was just a loser."

But that's kind of punk.

"Ya, it is. Exactly."

Poapst, in his cowboy hat and boots, looks more cowpoke than punk, but it's in him. He says he wasn't much of a punk growing up in the Glebe, or going to Ottawa Technical High School because it had a great art course. It wasn't until he left for Toronto in the mid-'70s to study animation at Sheridan College that he "took to punk like a duck to water."

In fine punk fashion, the first thing he did was to quit college.

"I guess it was the classic young rebel, and I didn't like what they were teaching," he says. "They were teaching the Disney method and the Disney mold, and I was more Tex Avery and the Warner Brothers, a little more wacky. I always had great grades, but they said 'if you don't conform, we're going to kick you out.' I said, 'I tell you what, I'll save you having to kick me out, because I quit.' That way I got some of my tuition money back," he says, with a conspiratorial laugh.

He moved back to Ottawa and started "on the shop floor" of a local animation business, and worked his way up through the ranks over 20 years. Probably the most famous toon he worked on was The Ren & Stimpy Show, which was created by another Ottawan, John Kricfalusi.

In the late '90s Poapst realized that sticking with animation would require him to move to Vancouver or Los Angeles, but his need to be close to a child from a first marriage kept him in his hometown. That led to seven years of web work, from which he was recently "downsized" when his employer moved in a new direction.

Now he's busy with contract work, which leaves him time to look back upon 20 years of experience, and look at his art in a way he never could when caught in the work-a-day grind.

"You do your art 10 hours a day, then you don't want to go home and create art just for art's sake. You go home and you just want to throw your paint brush in the cupboard and not have to deal with it. ... I have buddies in the web world who are incredible illustrators. I say, 'Why don't you pick up a pen or a pencil and do something for you. They say, 'I do it all day long, you know, who wants to?"

So he started to keep a sketchbook for the first time since college, and that led him to think about screening, which is why he walked into Artguise one day looking for supplies. Co-owner Jason Vaughan remembers it well.

"He's a real character," Vaughan says in a phone interview. "He strolls into the store wearing a white cowboy hat, cowboy boots with flames on them and a belt buckle with a scorpion. My reaction was, 'Who is this?"

Vaughan liked Poapst's idea and eventually offered him a show at the gallery. Fast forward to a year or so later, and the huge success of opening night.

"I think his experience as an animator and designer is a perfect mesh with the silk screen," Vaughan says. "It is so incredibly graphic the way he's using it, incredibly bold."

It wasn't always a smooth trip between inspiration and vernissage: you can almost feel Poapst shudder when he recalls tossing out the first 10 prints of Hank Williams Sr. because he couldn't get the registration just right (solution -- put Hank's hits on the stereo in the studio while working). And cutting the list of subjects to a manageable 20 required hard decisions -- losing Big Mama Thornton, for example, or Stiv Bators, or Patsy Cline. "I couldn't get the image just right for my tastes, so I let her go."

Yet even those lopped off the list live on in the spirit of the show, brought together as unlikely comrades in Poapst's definition of punk.

"It's anybody who says no, basically. Anybody who just doesn't accept, anybody who just doesn't go along without stopping and questioning. To me, that was the punk ethic, although they sometimes said it a little louder, with a middle finger, mind you. It was, 'No, I'm going to stop, I'm going to question, I'm going to figure it out myself, and then I'm going to move forward.'

"It was very much for me a personal deal, taking and holding control of yourself, like a lot of those musicians did."

Dead Roots is at
Artguise until August 17.

Thursday, July 21, 2005

beer-can chicken & some baby back ribs


Chief BBQ mechanic Greg Burnham stands proud beside the Can-American dream.

Char Broil Performance Series II (Model 360)

This chef-tested grill features the PrecisionHEAT™ cooking system that cuts preheating time by minutes. How many minutes, we're not sure. It also delivers the most even heat distribution across the entire grill surface of any grill in its class.

Cooking System:

  • PrecisionHeat™ 36,000 BTU cooking system
  • Three stainless steel burners
  • 28,000 volt FastStart® electronic ignition

Cooking Surface:

  • 360 sq. in. porcelain stamped steel grate
  • 145 sq. in. warming rack
  • 505 total sq. in.

Special Features:

  • NightLight® handle light for nighttime cooking (whoo hoo!)
  • Temperature gauge
  • Weather-resistant side shelves
  • Front condiment basket
  • Powder coat cart with 8” racing wheels

And finally, some smokin' receipes to get y'all fired-up!

Smokin’ Kebabs, Yo

4 red and green bell peppers cut into 1-inch squares
1 large eggplant, quartered and cut into 1-inch cubes
4 Vidalia onions cut into ½-inch thick wedges
12 cherry tomatoes
6 portobello mushrooms
1 large zucchini cut into ½-inch thick wedges
¼ c. corn oil
¼ c. balsamic vinegar
6 large garlic cloves, minced
1 t. dried basil
1 T. chopped parsley
1 T. chopped cilantro

Place all vegetables in a plastic bag. Mix oil, vinegar, garlic and herbs. Pour over contents of plastic bag. Refrigerate for two hours. Thread vegetables onto skewers, alternating types. Cook over medium heat for 20 to 30 minutes or until soft. Be particularly vigilant that tomatoes don't get too soft. S
erve with plenty of beer on the side.

Serves 6

Country-Style Ribs

4 pounds country-style pork ribs
12 ounces cola
1 jigger dark rum
Juice of 1 small lime
2 scallions, finely chopped
2 T. vegetable oil
2 T. ground mustard
2 T. paprika
2 t. pepper

Country-style ribs (from the blade end of the loin) are the pig's meatiest part, but take some boiling to soften them for the grill. Here is one way to do it: Cover ribs in a large pot with water. Bring to a boil and simmer 30 minutes. Combine cola, rum, lime, scallions, and oil in a saucepan. Heat on low, being careful not to burn off the rum. Use on ribs as a marinade and refrigerate for 2 hours. Mix mustard, paprika and pepper and coat ribs. Grill over medium heat until crisp. Mop often. Serve with a tomato-based sauce and plenty of beer on the side.

Serves 4-6

Char-Broiled King Salmon Filets

2 pounds fresh king salmon filets
10 t. unsalted butter, softened
3 t. lime juice
1 shot tequila
1 ripe avocado
2 T. chopped cilantro
2 T. water
1 T. olive oil
1 t. chopped garlic
1 t. chopped shallots
3 T. chicken stock
Salt and pepper to taste

Prepare the barbecue grill. Cut the filet into four portions, discarding bones. Cover and refrigerate. In a food processor, combine the butter, one tablespoon lime juice, and tequila. Process until smooth and set aside. In a bowl, mash the avocado with 1 tablespoon cilantro and the water; add salt to taste and set aside.

To prepare the sauce, heat a sauté pan, add the olive oil, and lightly sauté the garlic and shallots. Add the remaining 2 tablespoons lime juice, the mashed avocado, and the chicken stock; salt and pepper to taste and bring to gentle boil.

When grill is hot, coat the salmon fillers with the tequila butter, salt and pepper, and grill on each side for three minutes per side. Transfer to warm serving platter. Add the remaining 1-tablespoon of cilantro to the sauce, pour over salmon, and serve with plenty of beer on the side.

Serves 4

Lemon Grilled Catfish

½ cup unsalted butter, softened
1 garlic clove, crushed
6 catfish filets, about 5 to 7 ounces each
2 tablespoons lemon pepper

Combine butter and garlic in a bowl; mix well. Coat both sides of filets lightly with some of the butter mixture; sprinkle with lemon pepper. Place filets on grill rack in covered grill. Grill over medium-hot coals for six to seven minutes. Turn and baste with remaining butter mixture. Grill for 5 minutes more or until fish flakes easily. Serve with barbecue or fruit salsa and
plenty of beer on the side.

Serves 6


Smoked "Q" Birdies

4 Cornish game hens, 1½ pounds each

Marinade:

1 c. tequila
1 c. Grand Marnier
¼ c. olive oil
1 large sweet red onion, finely diced
¼ c. cider vinegar
1 t. paprika
½ t. ground lemon pepper
¼ t. salt
Dash Tabasco Sauce
Dash Worcestershire sauce

Wash and pat-dry hens. One day before you wish to barbecue, place birds in a 2-quart, sealable plastic bag. Pour in the marinade ingredients and place bag in the refrigerator. Chill for at least 12 hours, turning as often as convenient.

Before smoking, drain birds and save the marinade for basting. Let birds come to room temperature before putting in smoker. Place, breast side down, on grill and cook for 2½ hours, basting every 20 minutes with the marinade. Turn at least two times during cooking. Birds are ready to serve when internal temperature reaches 180 degrees F and legs move easily. Pierce one thigh with a fork; if the juices are clear, birds are done. Cover with foil and let cooked birds rest for 10 to 15 minutes. Serve whole or cut in half, with plenty of beer on the side.

Serves 4

Honey Dijon Barbecued Chicken

1 3-pound chicken cut into quarters
½ c. olive oil
½ c. white zinfandel
¼ c. clover honey
2 T. Dijon Mustard
2 garlic cloves, crushed
1 t. ground black pepper
½ t. salt

Wash and pat-dry chicken and place in two sealable plastic bags. Pour mixture of oil, wine, honey, mustard, garlic, pepper, and salt over chicken. Seal. Marinate in refrigerator for 2 to 4 hours, turning occasionally.

Place remaining marinade in a saucepan and heat to boiling, then let simmer for five minutes.Grill chicken with lid down over medium-hot coals for 20 to 30 minutes per side or until cooked through, basting frequently with the reserved marinade. Serve with plenty of beer on the side!

Serves 4

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

bush flopping all over the palace



America's Big Malignant Tumor

Libs are salivating that Karl Rove might go down. But hasn't the worst cancer already spread?

By Mark Morford, SF Gate Columnist

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

It's almost too good to be true. It's almost like you can't hardly believe it and it feels like it must be a nasty trick, a scam, some sexy lithe European fashion model smiling all coy and flirty as she offers you her thong underwear only to yank it away just as you reach for it as she instantly turns back into a hairy incubus and dashes away, cackling. Ohpleaseohpleaseohplease ... yank.

And maybe, if you're like me, deep inside your cynical Bush-ravaged heart you already know it won't actually happen, because no way is the world aligned correctly right now and no way is there any true justice happening anywhere near the White House right now, and what's more, the man in question is perhaps the slipperiest and sweatiest and most powerful adviser of a major world leader since an invisible purple demon hissed sweet nothings into Mussolini's ear, and therefore if anyone could finagle his way into remaining Grand Overlord Puppetmaster for as long as he damn well pleases, it's Karl Rove.

But despite all my doubts, the astonishing news remains: Rove, AKA Bush's Brain, AKA "Turd Blossom" (Bush's nickname for Rove), AKA "The Architect," AKA the most powerful and brilliant and deeply unlikable political thug most people have barely heard of because he's just that kind of secretive nefarious genius the likes of which makes women recoil and flowers wilt and moderate politicians break out in hives, well, Rove might have stepped over the line just far enough to end his current reign as Dark Lord of Shrubtown.

In sum, one could argue that Rove, as part of a multitentacled stratagems to help Bush lie America into war, intentionally blew the cover of an underground CIA agent (Valerie Plame), and did so merely as revenge, as a smear tactic against Plame's husband, who dared suggest, way back when BushCo was downright desperate to mangle CIA intelligence and fabricate any excuse possible to force us into this unwinnable Iraq war, that Saddam might not actually have any WMD at all.

That's the nutshell. Rove allegedly committed a treasonous act, a dire breach of national security -- not that it's all that difficult to do anymore -- and therefore Rove should be fired like right now and maybe even thrown in jail.

Doesn't that sound delicious? Like balm to your progressive and hope-deprived soul? Could Rove actually be forced to resign? Be fired? Imprisoned? Could this signal the end of one of the ugliest reigns of strategic terror in American politics?

Or maybe it's more salient to ask, Does it even really matter anymore, now that so much of the Rove-bred damage has been done? That is, if the cancer is already malignant and has spread to the nation's bones and the chemo only causes more of our dignity's hair to fall out, does it matter if you finally eliminate the DDT that caused the disease?

But as of this writing, Rove has already pulled a classic Rove "take that" maneuver, turning the accusation back on the accusers and pointing the finger away from his own soiled self (and that of Dick Cheney's chief of staff, Lawrence Libby, who also seemed to know of Plame), by claiming he learned of Plame's identity from someone in the media. Isn't that sweet? Doesn't let him off the hook, but it does make it more difficult for the hook to find solid purchase in his scaly flesh.

Look here. Rove orchestrated both of Bush's radically questionable presidential bids and was single-handedly responsible for everything from the noxious "Swift Vets and POWs for Truth" sham to countless carefully orchestrated terrorist alarms during key points of the last election, to an untold number of smear tactics designed to keep Bush in power and decimate the American spirit, tactics so vicious and dirty even the most jaded D.C. political insiders were forced to bow down in awe.

Rove, with his meager education and porcine sheen and this-one's-for-all-the-girls-who-shunned-me-in-high-school revenge demeanor, essentially reinvented American politics, created a new language of hate and fear, rewrote the GOP rule book to include the notion that actual facts don't matter and a politician can get away with absolutely anything if the denials are orchestrated just right and if the accusers are immediately counterattacked and mistakes are admitted absolutely never.

And perhaps most deviously, Rove handed the GOP the double-edged prize of the spiteful Christian right; he galvanized an entire throng of terrified Christians and hard-core homophobic evangelicals from the flyover states to get out there and vote lest those icky liberal gay people swoop in and eat their babies and steal their sons and have sex with their pastors and tastefully redesign their kitchens.

Here's the bottom line: Scandal notwithstanding, Rove's nastiest and most valuable work for this lame-duck president is now complete. And Bush is flopping all over the place: Social Security reform is a disaster and Iraq is an appalling catastrophe and the economy is running on fumes and this nation is an international punch line and Bush's poll ratings are sinking faster than Jenna Bush can slam down a Bud Light. All things over which even Rove himself has little control.

All that's left at the moment is to force into power a nasty right-wing Supreme Court justice with a mean glare and a misogynistic streak to help thwart America's prospects for hope and progress for the next 30 years, and Dubya can probably do that without Rove's help. Hell, Bush has already fed the Christian right's insatiable hunger for sexual dread and homophobia by packing the nation's lower courts with dozens of extremist conservative judges. The momentum is there. Pray Sandra Day O'Connor is the only one to go before 2008.

Besides, you just know that if Rove is forced out (or if he and Bush agree that he should step down, as a matter of clever strategy), he'll merely go underground, move his big pink nail-encrusted throne to a different bunker where he will continue interviewing GOP presidential hopefuls for 2008 in an attempt to gauge whose body he can most easily invade, who has the least amount of humanity and the greatest malleability and the maximum capacity for having their soul sucked through the eye of a needle. Meetings ongoing. BYO sacrificial blood.

This much must be admitted: Rove has already changed the American political landscape, is largely responsible for the giant wedge that now divides the nation by reinventing the Republican Party and turning it into an efficient, ruthless machine of war and power and misprision, a party that does a beautiful job of pretending to care about the little guy even as it sends him off to die in horrific wars while giving his salary to crony CEOs and calling it a patriotic tax break.

Or maybe this scandal is something completely different, less obvious, more excruciating than we want to imagine.

Maybe this scandal is, in fact, part of a larger and even more Machiavellian strategy orchestrated by the evil genius himself, one designed to backfire on the Dems and elevate Rove to the point of bizarre saint, a patriotic hero, in a fantastical but not unthinkable effort get Rove promoted, maybe even (eventually) appointed -- brace yourself, because this could actually happen -- to the Supreme Court.

Yes, it's possible. There is no law against it. And yes, Rove is capable of just such a master plan. Then it would be Justice Turd Blossom, to you. Honey, prepare the escape pod.

Escape Pod



Thursday, July 14, 2005

personally, he wasn't capable of it


Bashir Ahmed, centre, the uncle of 22-year-old bombing suspect Shehzad Tanweer, talks to the media in Leeds yesterday. (Ian Hodgson, Reuters photo)

Chip shop guy 'was nice': 'Who pushed him to it?' uncle of Leeds bomber wonders

National Post

Thursday, July 14, 2005

By Matthew Fisher

LEEDS, England - A few months ago Shehzad Tanweer was telling lots of jokes, driving his father's Mercedes and wearing a blue apron while serving famously generous portions of fish and chips to customers in the family-run takeaway.

Only two weeks ago the 22-year-old sports science student was indulging his passion for cricket by playing with old friends on a neighbourhood pitch.

Last Thursday, Mr. Tanweer broke with his very ordinary life in the most shocking way imaginable. Joining at least three other Muslims of Pakistani descent who were also born and raised in West Yorkshire, he travelled to London to become a foot soldier, a bomb strapped to his back, in Osama bin Laden's war against the West.

After barely saying goodbye to each other at King's Cross Station, according to police who have studied closed-circuit videos taken that morning, the four men went their separate ways. Minutes later they set off their bombs, killing themselves and more than 50 other people and maiming another 700.

The suicide attacks not only shattered lives in the heart of London. They broke the spirit of Leeds' large South Asian community, whose members first began arriving here half a century ago to work in the area's textile mills.

"Himself personally, he wasn't capable of it," Mr. Tanweer's weary uncle Bashir Ahmed told an impromptu street-side news conference attended by some of the hundreds of journalists yesterday scouring the nondescript red-brick Victorian terrace houses of Beeston Hill for information about the bombers.

"Who pushed him to it? I don't know. I wish I could find it out," Mr. Ahmed said before declaring such was the family's disgrace and fear of retribution they would probably leave a place that had been their home for decades.

"I still can't believe it. That guy from the chip shop, he was really nice," said Yaser Majid, 29, who was getting his hair cut at a Pakistani barber shop a two-minute walk from where Mr. Tanweer and another of the Leeds bombers grew up.

Although reluctant to acknowledge exactly how well he knew Mr. Tanweer, Mr. Majid described the family as "joe blokes," or ordinary people.

"I didn't know that he was a fundamentalist or a guy with a screw loose," he said of his friend, who killed himself and six others in an Underground train near Liverpool Street station.

"That is what makes this even scarier for me. How can we defend ourselves against suicide bombers? They can be anybody."

Before last week's attacks, British intelligence officials had often said as many as 3,000 British Muslims had attended religious schools in Pakistan and Afghanistan, where they had received paramilitary training. Mr. Ahmed confirmed yesterday his nephew had spent last winter doing just that at a madrassa in Pakistan.

Mr. Majid did not know about that trip, which may have been taken with some of the other Leeds bombers, but he said his experience in his own neighbourhood told him that whatever compelled Mr. Tanweer to become a murderer in the name of his religion, it had not happened in the nearby mosque they both sometimes attended.

"It had to have been someone from outside who trained him," Mr. Majid said, although he acknowledged some Muslims in Leeds follow Wahhabism, an extreme, puritanical interpretation of Islam exported from Saudi Arabia by, among others, bin Laden and his al-Qaeda followers.

Although Muslims in Leeds said they had no idea how suicide bombers could have grown up among them, it took about a minute to get them to provide a long list of grievances. The first complaint was always about the high unemployment rate among Muslim youth.

Cool Britannia is a brilliant slogan that may be apt in many parts of London, but it has nothing to do with Beeston.

Although Mr. Tanweer's family was unusually well off and lived in two houses with the wall between them knocked down, the part of Leeds they call home is a crowded suburb with boarded-up houses and dirty back alleys. Here Asians coexist uneasily with down-at-heel whites who seemed content yesterday to nurse beers on their front stoops while watching the passing media frenzy.

Two policemen who regularly patrol Beeston said there are parts of Leeds where racial tensions are worse, but there is plenty to keep them busy here, too. For reasons that were never explained to them, they said they had been asked two months ago to undertake more foot patrols and establish a more visible presence.

"I am hoping that there won't be any more trouble, but there may be," said Ahmed Rashid, a 50-year-old father of five and one of the city's many Asian cab drivers.

"The old generation came here from Pakistan to work and that is all we have ever done. The young ones feel more uncomfortable because they want the full rights that the British have and they don't get them. If those kids get into the wrong company -- and these bombers must have -- there can be real trouble."

There was a sense, several Muslim elders in Leeds said, that their community had become more politicized after the Bosnian war, with its massacre of Muslims in Srebrenica. Conflicts in the West Bank, Gaza, Chechnya, Afghanistan and Iraq had also caused real anger. And there was universal fury at the hatred shown toward Muslims in recent years by several openly racist British political parties.

"What 19- or 20-year-old would be prepared to give up his life? This is not something easy to do. You must look at the root causes, such as how disadvantaged this area is," said Pervez Akhtar, a 40-year-old environmental worker whose father spent three years as a British Indian Army prisoner of war in Japan before emigrating to Britain.

"Instead of doing this, what the government wants to do is bring in legislation to try and control Muslims. A criminal is not a Pakistani or a Muslim. He is simply a criminal."

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Anti-terror event part of planning for 2010: Winter Olympics could be a target

The National Post

Thursday, July 14, 2005

By Mohammed Adam

TORONTO -- Canada, the United States and Mexico will hold a major anti-terrorist exercise as part of security preparations for the 2010 Vancouver Winter Olympics, a senior U.S. diplomat revealed Wednesday.

John Dickson, deputy chief of mission at the U.S. Embassy in Ottawa, said the decision was taken by the leaders of the three countries at their recent meeting because the Winter Games could be a terrorist target.

"This is the major thing that will be happening in North America in the year 2010. This is a world stage and terrorists like world stages," he told the Ottawa Citizen after speaking to a Toronto disaster management conference. "It was decided by the three leaders that this will be one event that should be exercised in advance to help prepare."

Preparations are being done by the appropriate agencies and Dickson said he doesn't know when the exercise will take place. The Olympic Games, which bring together thousands of athletes around the world, are always a magnet for terrorists.

The last time terrorists staged a major attack on Olympic athletes was at the Munich Games in 1972. Palestinian terrorists, who were demanding the release of more than 200 Palestinian prisoners in Israeli jails, killed two Israeli athletes. Nine more Israeli athletes died when the terrorists engaged in a gun battle with German authorities.

At the Atlanta Games in 1996, a pipe bomb planted by a home-grown terrorist in Olympic Centennial Park in the heart of the city killed one person and wounded 111 others.

Even though successive Games have gone on peacefully, experts say security agencies can't take anything for granted, especially in the wake of a string of terrorist attacks stretching from 9/11 to Madrid to London.

Earlier this week, Public Safety Minister Anne McLellan warned Canadians to shake themselves out of complacency and recognize that Canada is not immune to terrorism. She said what happened in London could happen here.

Dickson said the clarion call today is "relentless preparation" and "people are going to do everything to make sure the [Canadian] event takes place and takes place comfortably and confidently."

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Monday, July 11, 2005

when seeing is not always believing



When Seeing Is Not Always Believing

On June 28 Laura's breathy, conspiratorial voice says: "I'm in the library now. It's a strange building sort of based on the Parthenon. I'm going to look for a book by Julio Cortázar." She wants to find "Blow-Up," Cortázar's short story about a crime solved by the enlargement of a photograph (and the basis for Michelangelo Antonioni's 1966 film, "Blowup.")

Why that book? Because she has been photographing a cute, unrepentant thief she calls Rabbit. (She posts videotape of Rabbit stealing someone's Walkman.) When he drops his wallet one day, she picks it up and finds inside it Rabbit's library card and a "Spock five," a Canadian five-dollar bill that has been altered to create the face of Mr. Spock from "Star Trek." (In case you have never seen one, she includes a picture.) She wants to meet the thief.

When Laura is not examining all the odd things people around her do and drop, she does some pretty odd things too. She makes audio recordings of herself walking around in stilettos on a hard floor, drinking water, reciting the alphabet. She is so bored by her job that she will even let you take control of one of the security cameras where she works.

If this sounds intriguing, you might want to stop reading here and just go visit the site.

The Web site, named after the 1978 murder-mystery movie "Eyes of Laura Mars," is actually a work of art. What a disappointment to learn that Laura is not a real security guard. She is the creation of Janet Cardiff, a well-known, widely reviewed Canadian artist living in Berlin who mainly works with sound. You can experience another of her projects, "Her Long Black Hair," a sound walk through Central Park, through Sept. 11. (For details visit publicartfund.org.)

"Eyes of Laura" differs from some of her other pieces in a few big ways. First, it is on the Web, not in real space. And second, Ms. Cardiff has assumed a named persona, Laura, and taken pains to hide her authorship, as well as that of the sponsor, the Vancouver Art Gallery. (Despite her subterfuge, people familiar with Ms. Cardiff's voice will recognize it and also her favorite themes: surveillance, language, libraries, identity, fashion, mystery, crime and place.)

But the most important difference is this: despite all the trouble Ms. Cardiff has taken to camouflage herself, in this case the Laura fiction does not hold. The illusion breaks and it breaks completely.

This is odd. After all, in Ms. Cardiff's sound walks you know right up front that the work is art and that it's hers. Nonetheless, the illusion works. You are drawn into the vague and ominous stories whispered into your ear. You believe that there is someone walking right behind you even when no one is there.

So what's the problem with Laura?

Maybe the illusion of the Web site collapses because it is, paradoxically, too complete, too fleshed out. In the past, Ms. Cardiff homed in on one sense - hearing. You had the feeling that she was boring her way into your head. With this work, she uses audio, video, text and photography, and this multisensory experience dissipates the effect.

Or maybe the problem is autonomy. With other works, you had no choice but to walk around with her at her speed. With this work, you are free to explore at your own pace. You move between the diary, the videotape and the surveillance camera as you please, and thus never have the sense of being carried along on the wings of someone else's fantasy.

Or maybe the problem is the Internet. The Web is a hotbed of hoaxes, false identities and illusions, and this is just one more. Who cares if this fiction happens to be the work of a master sound artist?

One aspect of the site does retain its magic long after the Laura illusion shatters. And that is the surveillance camera. It's a real one. It shows what is going on in real-time at the Vancouver Art Gallery. And it gives the viewer complete control. Here is your chance to be Laura, the security guard with her eyes on the camera and her mind on crime. (Indeed, you have to log in as Laura to gain control of the camera.)

Among the camera angles to choose from is one labeled "the spot where Rabbit stole Walkman." Here, in a classic Cardiff gesture, illusion and reality are pressed together. Yet it is not the fiction that prevails. The live camera with its ability to spy on unsuspecting pedestrians proves so addictive and powerful that the story of Laura and Rabbit fades into the background.

All this just goes to show that there is only one thing better than a really compelling illusion, and that is the plain old truth.

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In other laissez-faire security news...


CEO promises 2010 Games will be about sport, not security

The Vancouver Province

Sunday July 10 2005

By Ian Bailey

This week's terrorist bombings in London won't change unfolding security plans for the 2010 Winter Olympics in B.C., says the head of the Games' organizing committee.

John Furlong said organizers are planning to stick with their $175-million security budget, which is being shared by the federal government and province.

Security planning for 2010 is being co-ordinated by the RCMP.

"We have no reason to believe today, none, that the costs will go up as a result of anything that has happened in the last 24 hours," Furlong told reporters in a conference call from Singapore.

The CEO of the Vancouver Organizing Committee for the 2010 Olympic and Paralympic Winter Games was in Asia attending a meeting of the International Olympic Committee where London was selected as host city for the 2012 Summer Games.

"We decided quite a long time ago that we did not want security to be the story of the 2010 Games. We want this to be about sport, about celebration, about culture and nation building," he said.

Furlong also said 2010 organizers have decided to look for ways to try and boost their projected revenue stream from $1.35 billion to $1.7 billion.

"We have no choice but to approach it this way because no one can predict what it will cost to do something five years from now," he said.

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Vancouver Won't Increase Security Budget

By Associated Press

July 08, 2005, 8:12 PM CDT

TORONTO -- The bombing attack that killed at least 49 in London won't force organizers of the 2010 Winter Olympics to increase security spending, the CEO of the Vancouver Olympic Committee said.

John Furlong said Friday he purposely left any mention of security out of a report he gave to the International Olympic Committee during its meetings in Singapore.

"We have no reason to believe that anything that happened in the last 24 hours is going to affect our plan," Furlong said in a conference call.

"For us, today was not a day to talk about security," Furlong said. "I wasn't prepared to. It was a day for feeling very badly for the people of London. It was far too premature to do an evaluation of what happened.

"From our position, we have a comprehensive security planning process in place that is working. It has been applauded by the IOC."

VANOC has budgeted about $147 million for security for the 2010 Games.

That is figure is low compared to the estimated $300 million spent at the Salt Lake Games in 2002 and the staggering $1.6 billion spent on security at the Athens Olympics.

Furlong maintains the 2010 security budget won't increase.

"We have no reason to believe today the cost will go up as a result of anything that has happened in the last 24 hours," he said.

"We are optimistic we can deliver a safe and secure games for the budget we have."

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Saturday, July 09, 2005

picked the wrong city to pick on


A woman places a poster on fencing at King's Cross railway station yesterday. Among the missing is Anthony Fatayi-Williams, seen in poster at right. (Peter Macdiarmid, Getty Images)

'Is he dead. Is he alive? Not knowing is dreadful'

Search for the missing


National Post
Saturday July 9, 2005
Byline: Joseph Brean
Source: The Daily Telegraph, National Post

LONDON - Like hundreds of people across London, Yvonne Nash was doing her best to remain positive yesterday even while fearing the worst.

"We are just trying to keep going," she said after her missing boyfriend's cellphone was found in the wreckage of the bus that exploded in Tavistock Square. "Is he dead? Is he alive? Not knowing is dreadful."

Jamie Gordon, 30, has not been heard from since he called his office to say he was on a bus between Euston and King's Cross.

The bomb blasts have plunged friends and relatives into a purgatory of waiting for news, any news, good or bad. To keep busy, they visit hospitals to read casualty lists and post pictures of loved ones with contact numbers at the impromptu shrines outside the stations involved in the blasts.

But clinging to the belief the missing people have somehow managed to survive is becoming increasingly difficult.



For example, Mr. Gordon called colleagues at City Asset Management at 9:42 a.m., five minutes before the blast, to let them know he was on his way. Since then, he has not responded to text messages or phone calls.

"There appears to be no other explanation but that he had been on the No. 30 bus, which was devastated by the blast," Ms. Nash said.

"We just have to find him. If he is hurt and on his own in hospital, we need to be with him. It is shocking to think he has been through something that traumatic and we cannot be with him," said the woman, who has posted Mr. Gordon's photograph in Tavistock Square near the blast site.

She added she was desperate for news, and could not sleep or eat. "I just have to find him. I have to know what happened."



Charles Clarke, the Home Secretary, said the emergency services and the police were doing their best to help provide such information.

"I am very sorry indeed for the situation Yvonne Nash is in," he told the BBC.

Rosie Cowan, 27, is in a similarly agonizing situation.

Her fiance, Mike Matsushita, 37, who left his finance job in New York after the 9/11 attacks, caught a train on the Piccadilly Line from King's Cross yesterday morning. Since then, silence.

After leaving New York, Mr. Matsushita worked for a time as a tour guide in his native Vietnam, where he met Ms. Cowan. He had started a new job just the day before the blasts, working in the London office of the tour company, Ms. Cowan said.

"I am trying to be optimistic about what has happened. Maybe he took off his jacket with his ID in it on the Tube," she told the London Evening Standard newspaper. "I am too young to become a grieving widow."



Also missing is Anthony Fatayi-Williams, who switched to a bus after delays on his usual route to work by Underground. Friends fear he may have been on the No. 30 bus that exploded south of King's Cross station.

His best friend, Amrit Walia, said Mr. Fatayi-Williams had tried to call his cellphone at 8:39 a.m., but he had missed the call.

"He has not connected with a single one of his friends since yesterday morning and his mobile phone is constantly on voicemail," Mr. Walia said.

"He is usually very conscientious and would have called, if only to check everyone else was OK."

Desperate to find Mr. Fatayi-Williams, Mr. Walia said he and another of the man's friends had driven around London to check the casualty lists at 10 hospitals.

"We understand the police have a job, too, but it is agonizing to sit and wait, which is what they had advised us to do."

Another bus-blast victim appears to have been Neetu Jain, a 36-year-old computer analyst.

She phoned her boyfriend from Tavistock Square at 9:37 a.m., 10 minutes before the bomb exploded there. She said "she was OK and was going to catch the bus."

"I have been to every hospital they told me, but I can't find her. If she's not at the last hospital, I don't know what I'll do," said her boyfriend, Gous Ali, 33.

Relatives said they feared for the safety of another passenger who was reportedly on the bus.

Miriam Hyman, a picture researcher who is in her 20s and comes from north London, called her family at about 9:30 a.m., when she was outside King's Cross station.

"I called her on her mobile shortly after 9:30 a.m.," said her father, John, who is in his 70s and retired.

"It was a very bad line. I couldn't hear what she was saying. She was milling around outside King's Cross and that was the last I heard from her. I don't think she would have been on a train, but we are concerned that she may have been on the bus."



In the case of Phil Beer, 22, friends and colleagues of the Knightsbridge hair stylist already believe he is dead.

Mr. Beer was travelling with his friend Patrick Barnes on the Piccadilly Line train that was bombed. Mr. Barnes was injured in the blast and became separated from his friend, although he heard him cry out.

Stacy Beer, 24, Mr. Beer's elder sister, said she had driven her brother and his friend to Elstree & Borehamwood station north of London to catch a train to King's Cross early that morning.

From there, they went on to the tube, taking the Piccadilly Line toward Russell Square.

When she heard about the bombs, Ms. Beer immediately texted Mr. Barnes to make sure the pair were all right.

"At half past nine, Pat phoned me, hysterical, to say that the bombs had gone off and he couldn't find Phil," she said.

"He said he spoke to Phil after the explosion and called out to him. He said, 'Are we going to die?' and Phil said, 'No, we are not going to die,' and that was all the conversation they had."

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they will not change our way of life


The Queen visited survivors of Thursday's blast yesterday including Bruce Lait, who was wounded while travelling between Aldgate Station and Liverpool Station. (Fiona Hanson, Reuters)

4.5 kg packets of death

Cleric warned of U.K. attack 15 months ago


National Post
Saturday, July 9, 2005
Page: A1
By Philip Johnston and Matthew Fisher
Source: The Daily Telegraph and CanWest News Service

LONDON - The Queen spoke defiantly yesterday as Londoners sorted through the wreckage of Thursday's terrorist attacks and authorities intensified the massive manhunt for those responsible for the series of bombings.

"They will not change our way of life," she said in an unexpected address during a visit to staff and victims at the Royal London Hospital in the city's East End.

Referring to the Second World War bombings that targeted the East End, she said: "Sadly, we in Britain have been all too familiar with acts of terrorism and members of my generation, especially at this end of London, know that we have been here before.

"Atrocities such as these simply reinforce our sense of community, our humanity, our trust in the rule of law."

At least 49 people are known to have died in the rush-hour attacks and more than 700 were injured -- 22 remain in critical condition -- when devices each containing about 4.5 kilograms of high explosives were detonated on three subway trains and a bus.

The worst devastation was in the Piccadilly Line tunnel between Russell Square and King's Cross, where at least 21 bodies and possibly many more remained in two mangled carriages 30 metres below the surface. Emergency workers were finding it difficult to reach the victims and there was an ever-present risk of the tunnel roof collapsing.

While London tried to return to normality, with most transport links running again, police and forensic experts sifted through the wreckage in a gruesome search for bodies and clues.

More than 100,000 calls were made to emergency helplines by people anxious for news of missing friends and relatives. Some, who had travelled to the scenes of the bombings, handed photographs to passers-by in appeals for information.

Sir Ian Blair, the Metropolitan Police commissioner, said there was no evidence that the carnage was the work of suicide bombers, although it is thought that a terrorist could have been among 13 people killed when a device possibly destined for the Underground exploded on a bus in Tavistock Square. The other bombs exploded on trains between Liverpool Street and Aldgate and at Edgware Road station.

While suicide bombings were not being ruled out, police were working on the theory that a terrorist cell of at least four people planted the bombs on the crowded carriages.

Although they were small enough to be carried in a backpack or duffel bag, they were sufficiently powerful to cause terrible damage in a confined space.

Two of the devices, at Liverpool Street and Edgware Road, are thought to have been left close to the double doors of the subway car and they could have been operated with a timer. It is not known whether the bombers, if they survived, are still in the country or escaped abroad.

Britain's intelligence service said a fundamentalist organization linked to Osama bin Laden's al-Qaeda network was responsible, as with the Madrid train bombings last year, which were the work of north African extremists.

One report yesterday noted that an Islamic leader warned in a Portuguese newspaper interview 15 months ago that a London-based group, Al-Qaeda Europe, was on the verge of a major attack.

"Here in London there is a very well-organized group, which calls itself Al-Qaeda-Europe," Sheik Omar Bakri Mohammed, the Syrian head of the London-based group Al-Muhajiroun, told the Portuguese daily Publico in an interview published on April 18, 2004.

"I know they are on the verge of launching a big operation."

Mr. Bakri, speaking a month after the Madrid train bombings, said it was "inevitable" that London would be hit by a large attack "because they are being prepared by various groups."

Mr. Bakri is suspected of having links with Abu Qatada, an alleged al-Qaeda leader in Europe.

While intelligence officers pursued international links to the attacks yesterday, hundreds of police and anti-terrorist officers were examining evidence and painstakingly going through closed-circuit security-camera film in the hunt for clues that could identify the bombers.

Assistant Commissioner Andy Hayman, who has become the public face of what has already become the largest manhunt in British history, appealed to Londoners to be the police force's "eyes and ears" and report anything unusual they may have witnessed on the their way to work on Thursday.

"The most important thing I want to get across is that we do need the community's help," Commissioner Hayman, who heads the Anti-Terrorist Branch, said.

John Reid, the Defence Secretary, said he had put the Armed Forces on a high state of readiness to deal with any further potential terrorist threats and hinted that the SAS was also on standby.

Charles Clarke, the Home Secretary, said looking for the bombers was like searching for "needles in haystacks." He said a claim of responsibility on the Web site of a previously unknown group, the Secret Organization Group of al-Qaeda of Jihad Organization in Europe, was being taken seriously. The statement warned Denmark and Italy of possible attacks.

Some Britons expressed fears that the local cell could be planning further attacks that would paralyze the capital, despite the stoicism of people yesterday.

With security greatly increased, trains, subways and buses ran mostly on time, apart from those sections of the Underground hit by the bombs. Passenger numbers were down about 10%.

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21 bodies still buried in tunnel

"You think you will defeat us? I'll show you something that will make you change your mind"


Sally Pook
The Daily Telegraph

July 9, 2005

LONDON - The dead were still lying under ground at King's Cross yesterday morning.

Above ground, everything seemed almost normal. The sun shone and commuters filed out of the station from the mainline services. Passengers bought their morning papers and coffee like any other day.

Only the Underground was shut, severely reducing the feverish activity of King's Cross at rush-hour.

Northern Line services were running through but not stopping at the station. The rumble of trains, usually so reassuring, could be felt above ground. And 30 metres below, 21 bodies were still lying there.

"It is not a nice place to be," said Chief Inspector Willy McCafferty of the British Transport Police. "It is upsetting. It is a bomb scene in a tunnel. It is pretty dusty. Some of the guys who have been down there have had counselling. They are really upset."

Survivors of the bomb on the Piccadilly Line train were rescued within an hour of the blast, at 8:56 a.m. on Thursday.

The dead were left in the wrecked cars in what is now an official crime scene from which crucial evidence will be gathered.

"Each body is a piece of evidence," said Inspector Ray Shields of the British Transport Police, who was at King's Cross for the fire of 1987 in which 31 people died.

"Once the forensic officers have done what they need to do, the bodies will be removed to the proper place."

The dead were believed to be in two cars toward the middle of the train. Yesterday, unaffected sections were taken away.

Rescue workers spoke of the difficulty of the operation. The tunnels were only large enough for a train. There was no room to manoeuvre on either side of the cars.

"There are broken windows," said Insp. Shields. "The roof and floor are damaged. It is very dark. There is smoke. It's tough down there."

Out in the sunlight, commuters spoke of their determination to get back to normal.

William Austin, from Hertfordshire, north of London, said, "You have to carry on. I have meetings to go to today and there's work to be done.

"People of my generation have grown up with the IRA threat, and we've seen all sorts of bombings down the years. You just have to get on with life. The City [financial district] will be up and running again today and these people won't have any effect."

The Salvation Army and clergymen were at King's Cross to offer comfort and reassurance to travellers suffering from shock.

Major James Williams, head of the Salvation Army for the area, said, "There are people today being very brave who are getting on with it, but I've also spoken to one or two people who are a bit distressed.

"One young woman became very tearful when she got here and found she was not able to travel on a train because of what she had seen yesterday. We helped arrange for a friend to pick her up in a car.

"People are being very resolute. I just think it is the way we British are. They talk about our stiff upper lip and I think it's true. British people will not be beaten. The lovely thing is everybody is helping each other."

One passenger who was on the train that exploded returned to the scene yesterday, despite his fears. "I have to prove to myself that I can do it," said Mark Margolis, 29. "I am very nervous about it. But the longer I leave it the harder it will be. I may just go one stop."

Outside, flowers were left near the entrance to the Tube station.

"You think you will defeat us?" said one card.

"Let me take you by the hand and lead you through the streets of London. I'll show you something that will make you change your mind."

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Friday, July 08, 2005

why do you work so hard?



Why Do You Work So Hard?

Is it maybe time to quit your safe job and follow your path and infuriate the establishment?

By Mark Morford, SF Gate Columnist

Friday, July 8, 2005

There remains this enormous and wicked sociocultural myth. It is this: Hard work is all there is.

Work hard and the world respects you. Work hard and you can have anything you want. Work really extra super hard and do nothing else but work and ignore your family and spend 14 hours a day at the office and make 300 grand a year that you never have time to spend, sublimate your soul to the corporate machine and enjoy a profound drinking problem and sporadic impotence and a nice 8BR mini-mansion you never spend any time in, and you and your shiny BMW 740i will get into heaven.

This is the American Puritan work ethos, still alive and screaming and sucking the world dry. Work is the answer. Work is also the question. Work is the one thing really worth doing and if you're not working you're either a slacker or a leech, unless you're a victim of BushCo's budget-reamed America and you've been laid off, and therefore it's OK because that means you're out there every day pounding the pavement looking for work and honing your resume and if you're not, well, what the hell is wrong with you?

Call it "the cafe question." Any given weekday you can stroll by any given coffee shop in the city and see dozens of people milling about, casually sipping and eating and reading and it's freakin' noon on a Tuesday and you're like, wait, don't these people work? Don't they have jobs? They can't all be students and trust-fund babies and cocktail waitresses and drummers in struggling rock bands who live at home with their moms.

Of course, they're not. Not all of them, anyway. Some are creative types. Some are corporate rejects. Some are recovering cube slaves now dedicated full time to working on their paintings. Some are world travelers who left their well-paying gigs months ago to cruise around Vietnam on a motorcycle before returning to start an import-export business in rare hookahs. And we look at them and go, What is wrong with these people?

It's a bitter duality: We scowl at those who decide to chuck it all and who choose to explore something radical and new and independent, something more attuned with their passions, even as we secretly envy them and even as our inner voices scream and applaud and throw confetti.

Our culture allows almost no room for creative breaks. There is little tolerance for seeking out a different kind of "work" that doesn't somehow involve cubicles and widening butts and sour middle managers monitoring your e-mail and checking your Web site logs to see if you've wasted a precious 37 seconds of company time browsing blowfish.com or reading up on the gay marriage apocalypse.

We are at once infuriated by and enamored with the idea that some people can just up and quit their jobs or take a leave of absence or take out a loan to go back to school, how they can give up certain "mandatory" lifestyle accoutrements in order to dive back into some seemingly random creative/emotional/spiritual endeavor that has nothing to do with paying taxes or the buying of products or the boosting of the GNP. It just seems so ... un-American. But it is so, so needed.

Case in point No. 1: I have this sister. She is deep in medical school right now, studying to be a naturopathic doctor at Bastyr University just outside Seattle, the toughest school of its kind in the nation, and the most difficult to get into, especially if you've had no formal medical training beforehand, as my sister hadn't.

She got in. She bucked all expectation and thwarted the temptation to quit and take a well-paying corporate job and she endured the incredibly brutal first year and rose to the top of her class. Oh and by the way, she did it all when she was over 40. With almost no money. While going through an ugly, debt-ridden divorce.

Oh you're so lucky that you have the means to do that, we think. I'd love to do that but I can't because I have too many a) bills b) babies c) doubts, we insist. We always think such lives are for others and never for ourselves, something people with huge chunks of cash reserves or huge hunks of time or huge gobs of wildly ambitious talent can do. It is never for us.

And truly, this mind-set is the national plague, a fate worse than death.

And while it must be acknowledged that there are plenty who are in such dire financial or emotional circumstances that they simply cannot bring change, no matter how much they might wish it, you still always gotta ask: How much is legit, and how much is an excuse born of fear?

The powers that be absolutely rely on our lethargy, our rampant doubts, the attitude that says that it's just too difficult or too impracticable to break away. After all, to quit a bland but stable job, to follow your own path implies breaking the rules and asking hard questions and dissing the status quo. And they absolutely cannot have that.

Case in point No. 2: I have a young and rather brilliant S.O., a specialist in goddesses and mystics and world religions, who is right now working on a book, a raw funky spirituality "anti-guide" for younger women. She took a six-month leave of absence from a very decent, reliable, friendly administrative job so as to focus on the creation of this project.

And while she has no trust fund, she does have the "luxury" of small parental loans to help her through, though it hardly matters: Giving up her respectable gig was insanely stressful and wracked with doubt. Leave a honest job? Give up paid health care? Have no reliable source of income for months on end? Trade calm stability for risk and random chance? No way, most people say. And of course, it was the absolute best choice she could've made. Time instantly became more fluid and meaningful. Mental clutter vanished. Possibility grinned.

Case in point No. 3: Not long ago, the CEO of one of the largest and most powerful international real estate firms in the nation quit his job. Stepped down. Not, as you might imagine, for retirement and not to play more golf and not to travel the world staying only in Four Seasons suites, but to work on rebuilding his relationship with his estranged wife.

My insider source tells me it was one of the most touching, and unexpected, and incredibly rare corporate memos they had ever seen. No one -- I mean no one in this culture is supposed to quit a job like that just for, what again? Love? Relationship? It's simply not done. But of course, it absolutely should be.

We are designed, weaned, trained from Day 1 to be productive members of society. And we are heavily guilted into believing that must involve some sort of droning repetitive pod-like dress-coded work for a larger corporate cause, a consumerist mechanism, a nice happy conglomerate.

But the truth is, God, the divine true spirit loves nothing more than to see you unhinge and take risk and invite regular, messy, dangerous upheaval. This is exactly the energy that thwarts the demons of stagnation and conservative rot and violent sanctimonious bloody Mel Gibson-y religion, one that would have all our work be aimed at continuously patching up our incessant potholes of ugly congenital guilt, as opposed to contributing to the ongoing orgiastic evolution of spirit.

It is not for everyone. It implies incredibly difficult choices and arranging your life in certain ways and giving up certain luxuries and many, many people seemed locked down and immovable and all done with exploring new options in life, far too deeply entrenched in debts and family obligations and work to ever see such unique light again. Maybe you know such people. Maybe you are such people.

But then again, maybe not. This is the other huge truism we so easily forget: There is always room. There are always choices we can begin to make, changes we can begin to invite, rules we can work to upset, angles of penetration we can try to explore. And if that's not worth trying, well, what is?

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Tuesday, July 05, 2005

a day in the life of a newsie

The 24-hour newspaper life

By Sara Clemence and J.Wes Yoder, Anniston Star Staff Writers

Senior Writer Matthew Korade talks to a source as he searches for information online. Most reporters have to multi-task to get jobs done by deadline.
6 a.m. Before dawn, the phones come on in the circulation department. Staffers will answer customer complaints and concerns until 6 p.m.

8 a.m. The sun has risen. It’s a quiet, overcast day, and the newsroom is nearly empty. Many reporters were working late last night, covering community meetings or, in Matt Creamer’s case, reporting on a murder in Heflin.

Brandon Tubbs, the police reporter, walks in at 8:05. Anthony Cook, The Star’s metro editor, sits down at his desk, turns on his computer, flips on the radio and opens the paper.

Online director Geni Certain has been working from home since about 7, making sure The Star’s Web site is working properly and answering reader e-mails.

8:30 Tubbs places his first call of the day, trying to get more information on the murder.

9-10 a.m. The parking lot is filling up, as is the coffee pot. Some reporters sit down to stories they already have started. Some start making phone calls, looking for something to report. Others are out on assignment. Jennifer Ginsberg, the new education reporter, is out meeting with a school principal.

In advertising, Carol Christopher, is checking the phone, fax and e-mail for new classified ads.

10:30 Cook kicks off the morning budget meeting, where editors discuss the stories of the day. They are gathered around a long table in the yellow-and-green conference room, each with a list of the day’s stories — the “budget” — in front of them.

The news stories come from the reporters, who are constantly trolling their beats for information.

The biggest piece for the week is an investigative series by one of the justice reporters. The editors want to hold it to make sure it is flawless but wonder if they risk getting scooped by another paper, since it is a statewide story. It is saved for a future issue.

Cook says the story of the day is the murder. The room goes quiet when he explains what is known and says that there may be more developments.

Next, some back and forth on whether a church controversy is a news story or a feature for the faith section.

“We’re going to need a decision here, folks,” says Troy Turner, managing editor.

“Well, we don’t know enough to say yet,” says Catherine Downing, the features editor.

Just then, Laura Tutor, the assistant features editor, comes in with news about a second church. It’s now a trend, so the article is put under features.

Throughout the meeting, editors discuss possible art to accompany the text. Turner asks again whether there is art for the investigative story. Photos were shot the week before.

Every day, reporters submit requests to the photography department, and they try to meet demand. Sometimes, the paper will use a photo that comes from a source or that has come off the newswire.

11 a.m. There is a low buzz to the newsroom. Reporters still are making calls, and two of the four televisions are tuned to cable news stations.

11:30 a.m. Brandon Tubbs still is following up on the murder, interviewing people over the phone and trying to piece together what happened.

Nobody can say officially how the victims were killed. They can speculate, but the cause of death has to be confirmed by the county coroner.

“Criminals sometimes use one act to cover another,” Tubbs explains. Among the people he has called: police departments, the coroner, the sheriff’s office. “I’m waiting for everyone to call me back.”

“So far the coffee pot has been filled three times,” Matt Creamer, the chemical weapons reporter, observes wryly.

Over in advertising, Carol Christopher, classified executive, is calling clients, trying to sell and confirm ad space.

“Sometimes it’s a nice surprise; sometimes it’s a nasty shock,” she says.

The advertising department is on the far end of two long hallways from the newsroom, the long walk emphasizing the distance between the two. The reporters and editors don’t know what ads are being sold, and the ad people don’t know what stories are being written. The advertising staff has nothing to do with delivery either.

“If they don’t get the paper on time, you get an earful about that, Christopher says. “We’re kind of the listening post.”

12:30 Jennifer Ginsberg begins writing her education story.

2 p.m. Tubbs has spoken with the father of the woman who was killed.

“It’s one of those things that you hate to have happen, and you hate to have to call those people,” he says. But talking to people who knew a victim “tells me who this person was, which is what I’m trying to convey to the reader.”

On the other side of a partition, Laura Tutor is working on the church story.

“Preachers are the worst to try and get in touch with,” she says, clutching the phone book in one hand.

2:30 p.m. Bill Edwards, features copy editor, is putting together an extra television page, since this is the start of the new season. He also spends time taking entertainment stories off the newswire. Often, he has to edit them to fit the available space, taking some paragraphs out and moving others around.

“It’s like packing a suitcase,” he says, pulling off his Walkman headphones. “You find nooks and crannies to put things in.”

In his office, Troy Turner is just getting to his mail, which sits in a big pile on his desk.

“It’s an even bigger pile in e-mail,” he says. He spends his days in meetings, answering reader mail, dealing with personnel problems, and planning ahead for the paper (he has three calendars in his office).

“My biggest job is to coordinate among all my departments — news, features, sports, design, photography — and coordinate with the other departments,” he says.

3 p.m. The classified ads section is finished, and will be printed at 3:30.

Janet Miller, an account executive in advertising, is usually out talking to clients by this time.

“I try to get to know the customer so I can help them sell their product,” she says. She finds out what is selling and what they need to sell so they can come up with a strategy. Then she works with the designers to come up with the ad.

“Creativity is the thing I like about doing advertising,” she says. “Should it have a football theme? Logos?”

3:45 p.m. The food section is finished; Lela Davis, who builds pages for the section, uploads the stories to the Web site. The commentary section is close. News will be a few hours.

4 p.m. Deadlines are looming. Most of the reporters are sitting at their desks trying to write up their stories.

Downstairs in the production department, staffers are getting ready for the print runs.

A ribbon of yesterday’s paper weaves through the monstrous press, which is being cleaned.

Johnny Galloway sits before a row of black IBM computers and colorful iMacs, sending files to huge negative printers in the next room.

“Hopefully, everything will come out right on the press,” he says.

In the next room, beneath yellowish lights, Ronald Edwards takes a newspaper-sized negative and a large metal plate and places them in the plate burner. Thirty seconds later, the plate comes out looking like The Jacksonville News has been projected into it.

The press uses four colors of ink: cyan, magenta, yellow and black Each color needs a plate.

“They call it cyan, but we call it blue,” Edwards chuckles. “We’re still country.”

Upstairs, in circulation, customers are calling in with concerns, complaints and requests for new subscriptions.

“It’s nonstop,” says Deborah Brown, quality assurance manager.

Back in the newsroom, Phillip Tutor, the news editor, is looking lost.

“I can’t find the emergency editorial,” he says. It’s a timeless editorial that is kept in case news developments make a current editorial wrong or irrelevant. It’s never been used, and hopefully this won’t be the night it’s needed.

4:30 p.m. Another budget meeting, but this one is different. For starters, the evening shift has come in — the sports editor, the assistant metro editor, business editor.

And this time, the editors are reviewing what they have for the next day’s paper, and where it will appear.

There are still no suspects in the Heflin murder, but the story is still important.

“It’s going to have some pretty hard-hitting info,” says Anthony Cook, metro editor.

The story is designated as the lead, the top of the front page. A chemical weapons story also will go on page one, along with a weight-loss story from the newswire.

“It’s one of those ‘Hey Martha!’-type stories,” Turner says. The attention-getting kind, is what he means.

A story on Toyota gets shifted from the business page to the regional news page, since that will be the first page of the section. Ginsberg’s education story is held until there is a photo to go with it.

Local photos are a general problem for the next day.

“Any good wire art?” Turner asks.

5:30 p.m. The editorial section, crossword answers and calendar for the next day go up on the Web site, along with the photos for the food section. The other parts of the paper will be put on the site when they are finished later in the night.

Tubbs sets out on his police rounds, picking up the reports for the day. He usually leaves at 1 p.m., and tries to get back by 3 p.m. to make phone calls. He stops at the Anniston Police Department first, and flips through the sheaf of papers in the car.

“The followup turned out to be an all-day thing,” he laments as he drives his red Grand Am down Quintard. “You’ve just got to work until you get what you need.”

6 p.m. Tubbs arrives at the house of the man whose daughter and grandchildren were murdered. Neighbors and family members are sitting on the big porch.

“I hate to meet you all under these conditions,” Tubbs says, shaking hands.

The father is out back feeding a black-and-white pony. He hands Tubbs a photo of his daughter, and Tubbs sets it down on a table to try to photograph the photograph. A little boy calls two puppies to him, and the trio start chasing each other around the house.

The man says he was unhappy with part of the first story on the murder.

“I’ll see what I can do,” says Tubbs. Looking around at the property, he says, “It looks like you’ve got a lot here a man could be proud of.”

The man is silent. Tubbs puts a hand on his shoulder.

“God bless you,” he says, and gets back in the car so he can finish his story at the office.

7 p.m. till midnight From 7 p.m. until after midnight, the newsroom is awake, but quiet. Night editors read news stories, checking for any errors or inconsistencies that threaten to slip into print.

“We’re like the final defense for the reader,” says Melissa Cosper, assistant news editor, who proofreads local and wire stories before arranging them on her computer for press. Like several other news and sports editors, she writes headlines for stories and captions for pictures. As a final precaution, editors review each others’ pages.

“There are two sets of eyes on every page, if not more,” Cosper says.

10:30 p.m. At the sports desk, Bran Strickland is writing Player of The Week summaries. His day started at 1 p.m.

All the while, other area papers are being printed by The Star’s press and shipped by dozens of people who sleep during the day.

12:30 a.m. Web producer Chris Luker is just arriving. With the sports pages ready to print, he can start uploading the stories and photos for that section. He works fast because online readers are already looking for the news, but he’ll be here until nearly dawn. By the time he’s done, he’ll have put the day’s sports and entertainment stories online, added links to other stories, checked the photos in all the sections, updated the lottery numbers, and created an on-line poll with one of the stories.

1:15 a.m. The Jacksonville News, The Daily Home, The Coosa Valley Advantage and The St. Clair Times, more than 50,000 copies, have left the building.

Upstairs, Cosper and the other night editors have finished the newspaper layout and send it electronically from their computers to computers in the press room.

There, men begin converting the newspaper pages from the computer screens to burnt images on wide sheets of metal. They are swift and their movements are crisp, but they are running late. An hour and a half late.

“We’ve had a learning curve,” says Donald Jones, a press supervisor who says running the old press was second nature.

The men move faster, fitting the sheets to the press, their footsteps lost in the constant drone of the machine. The monotony of the sound, like that of a pressurized airplane cabin, is broken every so often by the clang of metal sheets being tossed from the top of the machine to the concrete floor.

1:30 a.m. Bran Strickland is taking a final look at high school football statistics before going home.

“Fall is brutal,” he says.

On the loading dock, 15 or so mailroom workers, mostly women, are smoking cigarettes, sitting on concrete steps and sharing a tray of Chewy Chips Ahoys. A middle-aged woman has taken the only chair, a carryover from the old building. It has a rip in the cushion. She leans against the brick, missing the old nights on 10th Street.

“It’s too quiet; you can’t see no cars up here,” says the woman. For the last 1,000 days, with the help of a machine, she has placed an insert into most every Anniston Star. But she would rather not see her name — or her picture — in newspaper ink.

2:05 a.m. The bells sound, and the press — 164 feet of knobs and levers and metal bread pins — rolls.

“Let’s go,” yells a supervisor, and half-smoked cigarettes are put out.

The Anniston Star, almost seven copies a second, spit from the press and scurry on conveyor belts to the mailroom.

Press operators check the paper’s color.

“More yellow,” says Nathan Hubbard, pressing a series of buttons to brighten a picture of a man playing a flute.

Beside a long machine, mailroom workers stack inserts in metal grooves that drop the extras in the papers as fast as they roll by.

“I could speed it up,” says Joann Drake, a mailroom supervisor who controls the rate of the machine. “But we got a good-looking bundle coming out. If we turn it up, things might be hanging out the side, looking all raggedy.”

2:15 a.m. Large trucks have already left with papers. One to the Conoco on Route 77 in Lincoln, one to the Winn Dixie in Coldwater, another to Pickette’s Grocery in Munford. There, carriers meet in the darkness to load their cars for paper routes.

2:50 a.m. Other carriers pick up their bundles at The Star. Eager to get started on his route, Lin Bridges pulls his Ford Escort up to the loading dock half an hour early. He wears Liberty overalls and drinks black coffee. He is 65 and says the hour before dawn, when “you can’t even hear a bird,” is the finest time to be alive.

“It’s enough to charge anybody’s battery,” he says.

Bridges waits on the dock beside a woman carrier who has been known to throw a fit when the papers are slow coming.

“You think people are nicer up in Sand Mountain?” Bridges asks her.

“I do,” she says.

Clyde Lewis, a district manager, takes call after call from frustrated carriers in Pell City and Bynum who are waiting for paper trucks. The tension, Lewis said, is only a result of workers wanting to do their jobs well, wanting to make readers happy.

“Whatever it takes,” he said. “That’s what we do.”

3:50 a.m. Billy Gober, 71, and his wife leave the loading dock in their Chevy S-10 pickup with a pile of papers under the camper top. Although there are no other vehicles in sight, Gober stops at a stop line in The Star parking lot, then proceeds slowly. In Oxford, he drops papers at the Grub Mart, then the China Luck restaurant, then the Waffle House. While he puts a bundle in the box outside the Waffle House, his wife waits in the cab, hands folded in her lap.

“I go with him to keep him safe, to keep him from driving so fast. Sometimes,” she said, “he will roll through a stop sign.”

4:30 a.m. Hervey Folsom, a part-time customer representative for the circulation department, arrives at work. In the next few hours, she will take dozens of complaint calls from Star readers. Some are understanding. Others say things like, “Okay woman, where’s my paper!” she said.

The number of calls tells Folsom that people care about their newspaper. For her, that makes it worth enduring the occasional berating for something she has no control over, a new press machine who’s efficiency has not been honed.

“There’s just something about being around a newspaper,” she said, alert and smiling at an hour when most people are dreaming. “With the phone ringing all the time, it’s exciting.”

4:40 a.m. Press operator Nathan Hubbard washes ink from his hands with Cherry Bomb soap in a deep-well sink, and goes home.

In the hour before sunup, Adam Lawson, a dock supervisor, waits for one last truck to come back. The mailroom is dark, and the dock is quiet. Soon, reporters and advertising salespeople will wake up and come to work — their carpeted workplace a world Lawson knows little about.

“We never see anybody from up there,” he said.

6:30 a.m. Bran Strickland is back at work, driving to Wadley to preview the week-end’s high school football showdown with top-ranked Notasulga. Meanwhile, Mary Stanley is pulling a waste bin around the workplace.

“Clean the bathrooms, take out the trash,” she said, cheerful in the lonely hour.

An hour later at the Waffle House in Oxford, customers read the paper and talk about the top story in The Star, Brandon Tubbs’ report on the Heflin murder.

“I just don’t see how anyone could kill a 6-year-old boy and walk away and live with them-selves,” one woman says to a waitress.

Wendell McDaniel, a manager at Kitchens, scans the story over a plate of eggs, frustrated that the police don’t have a suspect in the killing.

“It’s the hottest news story,” he said. “But you’re still not getting a lot of information.”